Food is not the center of my life right now.
It's hard to believe, but things are beginning to balance out. For years I spent an embarrassing amount of time thinking about food... mostly what I was going to eat next. Sometimes for healthy reasons, sometimes for dangerous reasons. I am very much still at a point where I need to put thought into my food, but I am happy (almost happy enough to be moved to tears) to say that I think about other things too. And even happier to say that a lot of those thoughts lean towards creative outlets.
I'm turning 30, ya know. I'm 6 months from it. I am in the midst of a career shift. The school is not a new destination... just a stop along the way. It doesn't feel permanent in any way. Not yet anyhow. It is totally possible that the Lord will keep me there while I explore other creative outlets from home, but right now, I'm not sure.
I am having trouble putting into words what I want to say here... maybe because my husband is awake now so he is talking to me about a Star Wars game while I blog. Deep Thoughts Interrupted... good name for a blog. Ha! (Love you, honey =-)
I just see shifting in my life. I have a lot more shifting to do. I need to permanently shift towards healthier food. We are eager to shift our living situation. Blending styles is going to be a whole nother ball game when we are in a house rather than an apartment. I was not fussy about the apartment, because there is so little we can do. But I am ready for a house! With walls we can paint. And space for artwork. And cooking! SO ready for a bigger kitchen. I want to cook more. I really enjoy it.
I have lots of crafting to do today, so I should get moving. We are getting a late start to our day, which is glorious =-) But the craft fair is a week from tomorrow. I have gotten a lot done, but there is a lot of work left to do. I will be so disappointed if no one comes to this thing. I may not do it again if there isn't a good turn out this year. But my hope is that the crafting will continue so that next year, I will be able to do other shows. I am really ready to more forward with a small business. Well, mentally anyway. I still need to learn how...
Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday weekend. I REALLY needed this 4 day weekend and time with my husband. I will give you a weekend recap tomorrow night. If I can unglue my hands after all the crafting, that is.
Peace out playas!
1 comment:
Life shifts.. always. Even in the most seemingly stable homes. I love to hear that you are making noticeable progress in key areas. And I really wish I could come to your craft fair. And there is no WAY you're gonna be 30 in 2011. You will be eternally 25 in my mind. And that's a good thing! :)
Deep Thoughts Interrupted.. sounds like the soundtrack of my life. Like right now.. children taking a shower intrude. Love you!
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