I can do this. Right?
I'm nervous that I will eat too much. I'm nervous because it's food that I am not preparing so I don't know the exact stats to journal. And I'm nervous because my breakfast, lunch and snacks today are the exact same as I had yesterday (because that's all that I have right now) and yesterday I was hungry.
But I CAN do this. I want to see my Divas. They are so important to me. And I don't want these monthly events to be something that I dread in ANY way to ANY to degree! This is life. Like Jamie says, embracing balance! I CAN do this. Not everything that I eat for the rest of my life will be a) super healthy and b) in my control. So let's focus on what I CAN control. I can control how much I eat. I can remind myself that this is not the last thing that I will ever eat, so there is no need to stuff myself! AND, I can drink a bottle of water on my way there.
I also think that I am going to send an email to Jenn today (who will be there tonight) and tell her about my concerns. I think that if I say it to someone who will be there, I will be more likely to control my portions.
I CAN DO THIS!